Arowyn

'War' There is a war inside of me And it trembles the sea And my mind is unstable… Inside, there is a conference table… at one end there is him his face completely grim planning my complete destruction, he calmly presents the introduction at another it is him his face and presence quite dim he's occupied with thinking and his body seems to be shrinking In the middle it is I Impatiently waiting to die Deciding on the quickest way That I may vanish today In the middle it is also I Ready to wave good-bye I'm not ready to die Right now I can only cry But who I ask is truly me Whoever it is, I must disagree For I am not trul

Wondering… I've been wondering, A dangerous thing to do, My mind has been thundering, But I still don't have a clue. A synapse has occurred, I am filled with delight I'm such a nerd And something is not right I want to change to a different person Then I would be a fake The situation would worsen another mistake Then what is the long awaited answer To my demanding question That eats away like cancer And feeds my obsession The Question is: Who am I? I desperately need to know Where is the reply Will I get an answer? no.